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LOCKED. [January 01, 2010 @ 00:00] [ mood | quixotic ] 30% ♥ COMMENT TO BE ADDED. (Alternatively, if you don't have a Livejournal account, create one just to read my posts. Awh!)   read comments | leave a comment

THE WAY YOU ROLL YOUR EYES, THE WAY YOU TASTE/ [November 28, 2009 @ 23:13] Temporary, so transient & temporary. Nothing lasts forever (but You alone). read comments | leave a comment

GOING NOWHERE, AT FULL SPEED/ [November 23, 2009 @ 00:05] [ mood | cold ] Cute groupie rings, teehee :) Went shopping yesterday with the girls at SMU Flea. Had fun we haven't been having in some time. Afterwhich I returned to YF. Despite having been under MIA status for a few months, it's always so nice to know that going back to a family means that things don't change and you're always welcomed. Catching up is good. With others, I can do easily; what I need more of is to do some spiritual reviving. Life appears to be scarily aimless now that the most immediate goal has passed. The feeling is hardly liberating. I find myself becoming a tad too emotional. Mourning, mourning over my sinful nature (God will you be there to comfort?). Need to experience that peace once more... And True Joy. Almost cried during AG sharing today I have no idea why. Just so much angst, so much sadness. read comments | leave a comment

DISCONNECT MY HEART, MY HEAD. [November 21, 2009 @ 21:44] So I guess this is it. The 'A' Levels have come and gone; the effort of the past 2 years (supposedly) shown in 11 days. Somehow, though, there is no happiness. The feeling of freedom doesn't come easy and ironically, doesn't come sweet. P'haps I need to learn to have more faith, to trust more in His Will and more importantly, to accept it. I am so tired, tired of everything. I need that joy in Christ. I'm just thankful it's over. And hello to you lovelies ohmybird and catcaper, thanks for the past 2 months :) read comments | leave a comment

AND IT'S CAUGHT WIDE-SCREEN SO WE DON'T MISS A THING. [November 16, 2009 @ 21:14] Lately it's been nothing but this: Get the world, lose your soul. Experiencing first hand the darker & more destructive aspect of harbouring Great Expectations. read comments | leave a comment

I COULD USE A FRESH BEGINNING TOO. [November 14, 2009 @ 18:46] I am wasting away. I shouldn't be here. I feel sick. I was happy. But that was yesterday. When will this all pass me by? :(

"FAT YOUR HEAD." [November 05, 2009 @ 14:16] [ mood | ARGH ] Depressed. Wish I were a UK6 :( Start losing, xxx. read comments | leave a comment

MY HEART IS AN APPLE/ [November 04, 2009 @ 21:04] [ mood | listless ] Studied alone at Novena today after the 3-hour intensive Math tuition in the morning. Starbucks. Mm, that Starbucks. The freaking cold one. And also the one where we met. Novena reminds me of you. OMG GROSS (sorry), HELP. After 4 hours of concentrated mugging (and being so much more productive than the months prior to today), I decided to give myself a little reward. Someone told me I need to give myself little happy breaks. Motivators that keep you going. And so I did practice some shopping. Retail therapy works in terms of de-stressing. Odd, because it's only something that has applied to me of late. But anyway, to save time I engaged in Speed Shopping. 30 minutes, 2 locations, and I got something :) FIVE MORE DAYS. HELLO HELL. read comments | leave a comment

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